(thats japanese for 'cute' i think, so ive been told)  Do you know why I say that?  Cos i'm listenin to the most awesome soundtrack right now, the soundtrack to Snow Fairy Sugar!  So cute!  The music is so insperational... One day hopefully i'l get a chance to write somthin like that...

My weekend!!  Friday night, nothing amazing, i cant really remember.  Saturday, went down the coast to Wollongong to meet up with people, got there at like 11, hung out with Micheal, Brett, Herbie, Sasha, Brodie (not the one from here) n some other people.  I was so psyked up!  I was laughing like an idiot, smiling like a fool.  It was so good to see all these friends again... I really miss em up here... *ahem!*  anyway!  Then at 12, Danielle rocks up, n we go out n talk, spent most of it trying to get her happier (stuff happned to her, I act alot as counciler) It was just really comfi, cos we got stuff to eat, talked bout general happy stuff til we were comfortable in the park (i was lying down, her head on my stomach) and just talked.  Stayed like that for an hour, walked round for half n hour, then went back and lied down again.  She felt alot beter by the end of it (i think at least, she said she felt better) n i had to go at 3 to meet up with Micheal and Jezza and Sasha.  Met up with them, went to Micheals for a bit, mucked around, watched part of Gremlins 2, then had to run to another mates place.  I gave Richard his transformers thing, and he's like AWESOME! and played with it til i left.  Meanwhile caught up with Jess, STEVE!! Bri, Sam, and SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE!  Everyone left for a while and i was left with Bri and she started letting stuff out, n it was really comforting just talking (next point).  After mucking around for a while, i left at round 10, ran to the station and caught a train home.  Whew!

Ok, i need to do somthing with therapy.  On saturday i talked and (i think i kinda did) helped some people.  3 people, 3 seperate problems, and it felt so good being able to take part of the burden, and then convince the other people they didnt need the rest.  And its like... i'm needed or somthing.  And thats a rare thing!  So yeh, I'm looking at gettin some general counciling notes, and information for courses, i might do that in the new year.  It would so be worth it, even if i can help like 2 people.  Honestly, if i had the absolutly WORST life, but everyone elses' was awesome, i wouldnt care.  .......