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Snazzy English Guy: *ahem* Welcome to V's Blog. Now i shall shoot myself. *BANG!* AHH! My spleen
Watching the budget atm
Mixed results so far
Tax cuts on income tax; hightening of the threshold of 30% from 25K to 30K.
Alot more investment in school research facilities, and apprenticeships... mm... :S
HOLY SHIT!! They have completely automated the tax return procedure, for a majority of Australians.... personally I have mixed feelings on that....
Childcare assistance up, plus tuition costs for struggling students.
Transport is being invested into heavily
Superannuation is being discussed.... hmm... wow! theyr' really scared about the future of low/middle earners... I suspect theyr planning to eradicate certain pension payments in the future... (its an election year atm, they'l wait til theyr' back in til they announce the true effects of their budgetary decisions)
I need to get a copy of this....
Mixed results so far
Tax cuts on income tax; hightening of the threshold of 30% from 25K to 30K.
Alot more investment in school research facilities, and apprenticeships... mm... :S
HOLY SHIT!! They have completely automated the tax return procedure, for a majority of Australians.... personally I have mixed feelings on that....
Childcare assistance up, plus tuition costs for struggling students.
Transport is being invested into heavily
Superannuation is being discussed.... hmm... wow! theyr' really scared about the future of low/middle earners... I suspect theyr planning to eradicate certain pension payments in the future... (its an election year atm, they'l wait til theyr' back in til they announce the true effects of their budgetary decisions)
I need to get a copy of this....
No people laughed in my face :(s - use your imagination
Good day fellow humans!
I have a cookie. And some cola. This is my dinner. In fact its all Iv eaten today. I'd eat more, but I'v gotta go to sleep soon. Not that I'm sleeping much, again.
In good news, work is great! The procedures Iv put in place are starting to show results, with a promise of a good sustainability. I'm being recognised for this, and even more people are listening to what I'm saying, including the national finance director. Because I'm in such a challenging role, Im utilising my brain and I honestly feel smarter now that I'm communicating with smarter people. I dont know how long I'l stay in this job: I'm vs'ing job security with faster growth... I'l probably stay, I develop a strong loyalty to my employer.
In bad news, health is still... crap. Dont know why. (I just read back to the 'i'm not eating or sleeping' paragraph and kinda know why actually). Well I'm not dead yet. Oooo I did go to Restraunt 41 last week though... It was going to be paid for but my sister forgot her purse, so I endedup spending an unplanned $500. But it was WORTH IT. Degestation menu with selected wine per course, very well done. And the presentation/environment was nice too.
Ok I'm going to clean up a bit, pay some bills and go to sleep. Ahh the fun life of a single working individual...
I have a cookie. And some cola. This is my dinner. In fact its all Iv eaten today. I'd eat more, but I'v gotta go to sleep soon. Not that I'm sleeping much, again.
In good news, work is great! The procedures Iv put in place are starting to show results, with a promise of a good sustainability. I'm being recognised for this, and even more people are listening to what I'm saying, including the national finance director. Because I'm in such a challenging role, Im utilising my brain and I honestly feel smarter now that I'm communicating with smarter people. I dont know how long I'l stay in this job: I'm vs'ing job security with faster growth... I'l probably stay, I develop a strong loyalty to my employer.
In bad news, health is still... crap. Dont know why. (I just read back to the 'i'm not eating or sleeping' paragraph and kinda know why actually). Well I'm not dead yet. Oooo I did go to Restraunt 41 last week though... It was going to be paid for but my sister forgot her purse, so I endedup spending an unplanned $500. But it was WORTH IT. Degestation menu with selected wine per course, very well done. And the presentation/environment was nice too.
Ok I'm going to clean up a bit, pay some bills and go to sleep. Ahh the fun life of a single working individual...
No people laughed in my face :(s - use your imagination
Reasons I Consider Myself 'Weird' (but still look/act normal)
Structure as follows: * (How I look normal), (Why its actually weird)
* I go to work, because I like it
* I have a strong desire to make money , based on the ideal that if I gather enough money I can encourage more people to act selflessly
* I care what people think of me, because although my ego is non-existant, I care how others are going to be effected by me (embarasment, awkwardness, etc)
* I like to go out, because I like to watch others interact with each other
* I like to drink, because I enjoy the taste but not really the effect
* Sex is fun, as long as the other person enjoys it
* I like to relax, because it gives me energy to go do something productive (like budgeting or cleaning)
I was in bed early last night (still sickish.. this is the 3-4th weekend strait of me being unwell) (however only had 2 days off work, thats determination) and I was making a list. I came up with acouple more than this, but I cant remember them.
On the plus side, I'm not drinking near as much as I used to, since lately Iv found the aftertaste of alot of spirits to be a bit too.... sticky for some reason. Even when mixed. I have a batch of tea my mum brought up last time she visited (which I'm almost out of now) which has the taste I'm after.... I like it cold though so its a bit of a bitch to prepare. My mum wont tell me what type of tea it is
Other than that, alots been happning, but I'l leave it for next entry, just wanted to share that listing
* I go to work, because I like it
* I have a strong desire to make money , based on the ideal that if I gather enough money I can encourage more people to act selflessly
* I care what people think of me, because although my ego is non-existant, I care how others are going to be effected by me (embarasment, awkwardness, etc)
* I like to go out, because I like to watch others interact with each other
* I like to drink, because I enjoy the taste but not really the effect
* Sex is fun, as long as the other person enjoys it
* I like to relax, because it gives me energy to go do something productive (like budgeting or cleaning)
I was in bed early last night (still sickish.. this is the 3-4th weekend strait of me being unwell) (however only had 2 days off work, thats determination) and I was making a list. I came up with acouple more than this, but I cant remember them.
On the plus side, I'm not drinking near as much as I used to, since lately Iv found the aftertaste of alot of spirits to be a bit too.... sticky for some reason. Even when mixed. I have a batch of tea my mum brought up last time she visited (which I'm almost out of now) which has the taste I'm after.... I like it cold though so its a bit of a bitch to prepare. My mum wont tell me what type of tea it is
Other than that, alots been happning, but I'l leave it for next entry, just wanted to share that listing
No people laughed in my face :(s - use your imagination
Wow, alot to update here, but I prefer to fill people in 1 on 1... its the best way to communicate... (damn I wish I spent more than 2 hours a day at my home...)
Wow, so.. I just found out a close friend is in a relationship, and despite talking to them VERY recently, I had no idea of this. In fact I stayed away from the topic because I knew they got a bit shy bout it. Shame, cos I wouldv thought they would have WANTED to tell me.
Especially seeing as theyv told everyone else via their blog....
Well other than that, I'm sick atm... its gone from a migraine to a fever to a cold to a sore throat to a chest thing to a sore throat to, now stomach problems. So yay, cant hold anything down. All this and not missing a day of work! Cos I love it. Seriously, there is nothing as satisfying as staff and project management. Sure, theyr not huge projects, and my teams only 6 members large, but hey...
okay well my stomach is kickin in unhappyness, so I'm gonna run. Cyas
Wow, so.. I just found out a close friend is in a relationship, and despite talking to them VERY recently, I had no idea of this. In fact I stayed away from the topic because I knew they got a bit shy bout it. Shame, cos I wouldv thought they would have WANTED to tell me.
Especially seeing as theyv told everyone else via their blog....
Well other than that, I'm sick atm... its gone from a migraine to a fever to a cold to a sore throat to a chest thing to a sore throat to, now stomach problems. So yay, cant hold anything down. All this and not missing a day of work! Cos I love it. Seriously, there is nothing as satisfying as staff and project management. Sure, theyr not huge projects, and my teams only 6 members large, but hey...
okay well my stomach is kickin in unhappyness, so I'm gonna run. Cyas
No people laughed in my face :(s - use your imagination
stupidityI just got back from a night out, it sucked, majorly. I'm copypasting the convo's I had in IRC about it
<V> uh
<GSlicer> V: ?
<V> I just got back from a night out
<V> every time i go out I loose more and more faith in humanity and its ablity to survive
<V> So many people focused purely on their own superficial worlds...
<V> its sad
<V> I mean, people focus purely on themselves and what they have to gain... not what they can gain in general, but purely what they can experience... on carnal plesures...
<V> its fucking retarded....
<V> this is the height of society?
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<V> Fucking crap as
<V> i just got home from a night out
<V> i fucking hate society
<Steppo> crap ass?
<V> To see that people reduce themselves to such... base abilities and cravings....
<Steppo> heh, PM tell me the whole story
<[Smoke]> v: You should go to the concerts I've been to
<[Smoke]> People are animals and show it whenever they can
<Steppo> [Smoke] and you should like...stfu
<V> There was a book I was reading, about the internet and culture, and their influences on each other
* ChanServ sets mode: +l 34
<V> written a while back, 1995, so fairly outdated by now
<V> but the prediction was that the internet would become the safehaven for the darker and more animalistic side of human nature
<V> 10 years later, its the complete opposite
<V> People let their
<V> 'caveman' side out when they go out... getting drunk, grinding hips etc
<V> meanwhile online is where you actually use your brain and develop your personality
<V> thats my opinion at least...
<Magoo_Tora> strange yet true
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<V> welcome to the world....
<V> i am in a fucking terrible mood
<Steppo> yeah, me too
<V> i FUCKING HATE THE WORLD! i'm 100% SERIOUS
<Steppo> I AHET PEOPLE!
<Steppo> hate*
<V> its.... every time i meet someone who has the slightest bit of intelegence, they want to waste it on getting drunk and fucking, without actually utilising their brain in any way shape or form
<V> everything is about the plesure they can get
<V> they just want to drink and fuck
<V> i'm fucking sick of this world
<Steppo> haha
<V> We'v done so much with technology n all this shit
<Steppo> yeah
<V> and for what, to get laid?
<Steppo> dude
<V> so that some fuckers can get rich so they can get more money, and then get more3
<V> i fucking hate it
<Steppo> I have been there
<Steppo> right where you are right now
<V> I dont want to ever meet another person in real life, theyr all fucking retards
<V> I dont know what anyone online is like in real life, internet shows a personality that someone can feign and develop
<V> but that personality seems to be the only thing actually worth dealing with
<Steppo> hehe, I assure you I am pretty much the same IRL
<V> i went out last night, met up with friends, went out for a bit
<V> met some people, same boring shit
<V> met some more people, '
<V> 'oh look at my shoes' 'oh did you watch the sport'
<V> theres no concepts, no ideas, no individual!
<Steppo> you know why people go out get shitfaced, right?
<V> I... Why do I want to meet people like this?! They bore the shit out of me and make me ashamed to be human
<V> i know why people get shitfaced, but why cant people just do it alone
<V> why is it socially unacceptable to just chilll alone and do whatever
<Steppo> people do that to escape reality for a while, to espcape that they actually live in shit!
<V> I'l do that in the comfort of my own home
<Steppo> because they need someone to dumo their rants and crap on
<Steppo> ..and let me tell you what
<V> ... fucking hell....
<V> I'm sick of having to deal with people with fake smiles, fake lives, fake everything....
<V> If i could become a hermit and never have to meet another person again, I would do it in a second
<Steppo> I dont go out to meet people, becasue I know they are all the FUCKING SAME BORING MOTHERFUCKERS! I go out to the night club, have my drinks...listen to the djs if there are any good onjes and if some fuckign skank wanna fuck, I wont say know
<Steppo> and you know that
<Steppo> I just dont want anything more to do with her since she put out to a complete fucking stranger
<Steppo> people need a freaking smack in the head I tell ya
<V> but that doesnt give me any reason to ever go out there again
<Steppo> true
<V> I'm the only person Iv ever met that wants to use their brain
<Steppo> and you know what you wanan do?
<V> met in real obviously
<V> online its differnt
<Steppo> wha you need to do*
<Steppo> more exact..
<Steppo> do what I did like 6 months ago
<Steppo> gtfo and start over
<V> I have
<V> several times
<V> and every time its the same thing
<V> same people different places
<Steppo> yeah well then I got lucky
<V> I watched people drinking, whore themselves out... just so they could feel better and have a reason to get up today
<V> I dont need that shit
<V> I get up every morning because I want to learn shit, to think about stuff
<V> and every day I shake my head as i go to sleep because everyone else is so busy obsessing over some tiny bullshit that doesnt matter
<V> and that worst thing is, I cant do shit about it
<V> im just fucking sick of this
<Steppo> dude, I know it is sad and all
<Steppo> but dont think about other people that much
<V> I dont... they dont influence my decisions in any way shape or form
<V> but i have to see them, i have to deal with them
<V> and they have no brains
<V> and I have to sit back and watch while all these fucking morons roam the world
<V> If my mum and stepdad died soon, I'd get enough from insurance/inheratance to never leave the house again
<V> and right now, I'm so looking forward to that day
<V> When that happens....
<V> I'l be able to dance in my sitting room to music i like
<V> drink and ponder the world
<V> read essays and formulate arguments for and against
<V> all the shit that aparently not many other people in the world can do
<V> *sigh* after tnight, I'm almost embarrased to call myself human
<V> I watched 2 guys get into a fist fight over a cup of beer.... A CUP ... OF BEER!!
<V> I watched 2 girls try to get more attention that the other by stripping and acting like total sluts
<V> I watched a couple argue about a fucking food menu simply because they had nothing else to do
<V> I watched a room full of people drink themselves to stupidity simply because its the 'cool' thing to do
<V> I listened to people talking total bullshit when i tried to bring up some type of conversation
<V> I watched as people reduced themselves to neandathal's because they didnt want to think
<V> I almost fucking cried...
<Steppo> blog this shit
<Steppo> I tell you
<Steppo> DO IT!
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<V> uh
<GSlicer> V: ?
<V> I just got back from a night out
<V> every time i go out I loose more and more faith in humanity and its ablity to survive
<V> So many people focused purely on their own superficial worlds...
<V> its sad
<V> I mean, people focus purely on themselves and what they have to gain... not what they can gain in general, but purely what they can experience... on carnal plesures...
<V> its fucking retarded....
<V> this is the height of society?
----------------------------------------
<V> Fucking crap as
<V> i just got home from a night out
<V> i fucking hate society
<Steppo> crap ass?
<V> To see that people reduce themselves to such... base abilities and cravings....
<Steppo> heh, PM tell me the whole story
<[Smoke]> v: You should go to the concerts I've been to
<[Smoke]> People are animals and show it whenever they can
<Steppo> [Smoke] and you should like...stfu
<V> There was a book I was reading, about the internet and culture, and their influences on each other
* ChanServ sets mode: +l 34
<V> written a while back, 1995, so fairly outdated by now
<V> but the prediction was that the internet would become the safehaven for the darker and more animalistic side of human nature
<V> 10 years later, its the complete opposite
<V> People let their
<V> 'caveman' side out when they go out... getting drunk, grinding hips etc
<V> meanwhile online is where you actually use your brain and develop your personality
<V> thats my opinion at least...
<Magoo_Tora> strange yet true
---------------
<V> welcome to the world....
<V> i am in a fucking terrible mood
<Steppo> yeah, me too
<V> i FUCKING HATE THE WORLD! i'm 100% SERIOUS
<Steppo> I AHET PEOPLE!
<Steppo> hate*
<V> its.... every time i meet someone who has the slightest bit of intelegence, they want to waste it on getting drunk and fucking, without actually utilising their brain in any way shape or form
<V> everything is about the plesure they can get
<V> they just want to drink and fuck
<V> i'm fucking sick of this world
<Steppo> haha
<V> We'v done so much with technology n all this shit
<Steppo> yeah
<V> and for what, to get laid?
<Steppo> dude
<V> so that some fuckers can get rich so they can get more money, and then get more3
<V> i fucking hate it
<Steppo> I have been there
<Steppo> right where you are right now
<V> I dont want to ever meet another person in real life, theyr all fucking retards
<V> I dont know what anyone online is like in real life, internet shows a personality that someone can feign and develop
<V> but that personality seems to be the only thing actually worth dealing with
<Steppo> hehe, I assure you I am pretty much the same IRL
<V> i went out last night, met up with friends, went out for a bit
<V> met some people, same boring shit
<V> met some more people, '
<V> 'oh look at my shoes' 'oh did you watch the sport'
<V> theres no concepts, no ideas, no individual!
<Steppo> you know why people go out get shitfaced, right?
<V> I... Why do I want to meet people like this?! They bore the shit out of me and make me ashamed to be human
<V> i know why people get shitfaced, but why cant people just do it alone
<V> why is it socially unacceptable to just chilll alone and do whatever
<Steppo> people do that to escape reality for a while, to espcape that they actually live in shit!
<V> I'l do that in the comfort of my own home
<Steppo> because they need someone to dumo their rants and crap on
<Steppo> ..and let me tell you what
<V> ... fucking hell....
<V> I'm sick of having to deal with people with fake smiles, fake lives, fake everything....
<V> If i could become a hermit and never have to meet another person again, I would do it in a second
<Steppo> I dont go out to meet people, becasue I know they are all the FUCKING SAME BORING MOTHERFUCKERS! I go out to the night club, have my drinks...listen to the djs if there are any good onjes and if some fuckign skank wanna fuck, I wont say know
<Steppo> and you know that
<Steppo> I just dont want anything more to do with her since she put out to a complete fucking stranger
<Steppo> people need a freaking smack in the head I tell ya
<V> but that doesnt give me any reason to ever go out there again
<Steppo> true
<V> I'm the only person Iv ever met that wants to use their brain
<Steppo> and you know what you wanan do?
<V> met in real obviously
<V> online its differnt
<Steppo> wha you need to do*
<Steppo> more exact..
<Steppo> do what I did like 6 months ago
<Steppo> gtfo and start over
<V> I have
<V> several times
<V> and every time its the same thing
<V> same people different places
<Steppo> yeah well then I got lucky
<V> I watched people drinking, whore themselves out... just so they could feel better and have a reason to get up today
<V> I dont need that shit
<V> I get up every morning because I want to learn shit, to think about stuff
<V> and every day I shake my head as i go to sleep because everyone else is so busy obsessing over some tiny bullshit that doesnt matter
<V> and that worst thing is, I cant do shit about it
<V> im just fucking sick of this
<Steppo> dude, I know it is sad and all
<Steppo> but dont think about other people that much
<V> I dont... they dont influence my decisions in any way shape or form
<V> but i have to see them, i have to deal with them
<V> and they have no brains
<V> and I have to sit back and watch while all these fucking morons roam the world
<V> If my mum and stepdad died soon, I'd get enough from insurance/inheratance to never leave the house again
<V> and right now, I'm so looking forward to that day
<V> When that happens....
<V> I'l be able to dance in my sitting room to music i like
<V> drink and ponder the world
<V> read essays and formulate arguments for and against
<V> all the shit that aparently not many other people in the world can do
<V> *sigh* after tnight, I'm almost embarrased to call myself human
<V> I watched 2 guys get into a fist fight over a cup of beer.... A CUP ... OF BEER!!
<V> I watched 2 girls try to get more attention that the other by stripping and acting like total sluts
<V> I watched a couple argue about a fucking food menu simply because they had nothing else to do
<V> I watched a room full of people drink themselves to stupidity simply because its the 'cool' thing to do
<V> I listened to people talking total bullshit when i tried to bring up some type of conversation
<V> I watched as people reduced themselves to neandathal's because they didnt want to think
<V> I almost fucking cried...
<Steppo> blog this shit
<Steppo> I tell you
<Steppo> DO IT!
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I have the internet at home now, so I can come on more often!!
But I don't.
Its too freaking hot, someone get me an icepack and a fan.
Well Iv been absorbed in my music pretty much everyday lately. I'm getting much better, but no one likes my style of music
I hang out with people who either like rock or dance, and my style is very much not that. So I dont know, I'l just keep making it... but no one will listen I am tempted to post some music here, but I don want EVERYONE to have it. Soo... umm... I'l add it to a comment for people who request it
Life otherwise has been pretty up and down. Which is funny cos I dreamt about a couple with scars all over their bodies, and supposedly scars represent ups and downs in life... I'm babysitting my nephew this Wendsday again, yippe... I'm not feeling too well.... I'm drinking again, rare times, but decent amounts when i do...
hey thats somthing I havnt talked about here, my alcoholism! Family history is fairly crazy... There are alot of people on both sides with history of alcohol abuse, and liver problems. Personal experience has always been drinking since I was VERY VERY young in small amounts (cos my dad is an alcoholic, he would give me sips). I dont binge drink, I have only been drunk 3 times in my life. But I do drink alot. For example, I'l have a drink while doing music, and then over the next 4-5 hours I'l finish the bottle (I have a very high resistance to alcohol apparently) I'd usually start with a craving, and then continue for the taste. I wouldnt consider it Alcoholism technically, but I could imagine it blowing up into that. Anyway, I stopped drinking simply because I didnt feel like drinking like 3-4 weeks ago, and hadnt drunk much at all until this week. Iv gone through quite a bit over the last while. (oh somthing I didnt mention, I have no problem drinking alone)
Umm I'm going to go now, couple of things to do, I'l catch you all later, HAVE AN AWESOME DAY (cos its like really nice and sunny here now, I just wish I had someone to go out and do stuff with, like the beach or somthing, I hate doing that crap alone... I probably will though) Cyas!
But I don't.
Its too freaking hot, someone get me an icepack and a fan.
Well Iv been absorbed in my music pretty much everyday lately. I'm getting much better, but no one likes my style of music
I hang out with people who either like rock or dance, and my style is very much not that. So I dont know, I'l just keep making it... but no one will listen I am tempted to post some music here, but I don want EVERYONE to have it. Soo... umm... I'l add it to a comment for people who request it Life otherwise has been pretty up and down. Which is funny cos I dreamt about a couple with scars all over their bodies, and supposedly scars represent ups and downs in life... I'm babysitting my nephew this Wendsday again, yippe... I'm not feeling too well.... I'm drinking again, rare times, but decent amounts when i do...
hey thats somthing I havnt talked about here, my alcoholism! Family history is fairly crazy... There are alot of people on both sides with history of alcohol abuse, and liver problems. Personal experience has always been drinking since I was VERY VERY young in small amounts (cos my dad is an alcoholic, he would give me sips). I dont binge drink, I have only been drunk 3 times in my life. But I do drink alot. For example, I'l have a drink while doing music, and then over the next 4-5 hours I'l finish the bottle (I have a very high resistance to alcohol apparently) I'd usually start with a craving, and then continue for the taste. I wouldnt consider it Alcoholism technically, but I could imagine it blowing up into that. Anyway, I stopped drinking simply because I didnt feel like drinking like 3-4 weeks ago, and hadnt drunk much at all until this week. Iv gone through quite a bit over the last while. (oh somthing I didnt mention, I have no problem drinking alone)
Umm I'm going to go now, couple of things to do, I'l catch you all later, HAVE AN AWESOME DAY (cos its like really nice and sunny here now, I just wish I had someone to go out and do stuff with, like the beach or somthing, I hate doing that crap alone... I probably will though) Cyas!
Whats up in my life (dot points)
* I almost went to Canada and New York for christmas. I just wanted to get out of the country all of a sudden, i felt suffocated. I didnt have work tying me down, and as always I had a cash surplus. Unfortunatly, hotels and flights at this time of year are way to high for me to be comfortable, so meh...
* I met the person taking over for me in one department at work. Great guy, he seems fun, shame i'm leaving I think we would have got on awesomely.
* I cant sleep again. I'm lucky to pull 4-5 hours a night. Its starting to get rather stale.
* I just bought my piano today.
* Havnt done much with new job yet. I havnt done much of anything lately. I'v lost my drive. I have no one that I"m doing this for anymore. Am I depressed? No. Am I sad and lonely? No. I just dont see the point of doing anything... why bother? Why am I trying to build myself up; to look good, to have money, to have a future... why? Because I want to be admired. Will I be able to respect the people who wernt there to help me grow? No. Anyway, everything beautiful gets destroyed in an instant after a century of growth.
* My social life isnt bad at all. Kinda fun really. I just dont have the energy to go out anymore. Went out all Friday night, and it screwed my body clock up...
* Music is great. I keep meaning to post a link here. Actually lets see if i have something uploaded somewhere.... yikes i have some real crap floating around...
* I almost went to Canada and New York for christmas. I just wanted to get out of the country all of a sudden, i felt suffocated. I didnt have work tying me down, and as always I had a cash surplus. Unfortunatly, hotels and flights at this time of year are way to high for me to be comfortable, so meh...
* I met the person taking over for me in one department at work. Great guy, he seems fun, shame i'm leaving I think we would have got on awesomely.
* I cant sleep again. I'm lucky to pull 4-5 hours a night. Its starting to get rather stale.
* I just bought my piano today.
* Havnt done much with new job yet. I havnt done much of anything lately. I'v lost my drive. I have no one that I"m doing this for anymore. Am I depressed? No. Am I sad and lonely? No. I just dont see the point of doing anything... why bother? Why am I trying to build myself up; to look good, to have money, to have a future... why? Because I want to be admired. Will I be able to respect the people who wernt there to help me grow? No. Anyway, everything beautiful gets destroyed in an instant after a century of growth.
* My social life isnt bad at all. Kinda fun really. I just dont have the energy to go out anymore. Went out all Friday night, and it screwed my body clock up...
* Music is great. I keep meaning to post a link here. Actually lets see if i have something uploaded somewhere.... yikes i have some real crap floating around...
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